I’ve been neglected throughout my upbringing (dad was constantly travelling, mum wasn’t very motherly and sought emotional comfort with me).
Sexually assaulted by my nanny between the ages of 3-5 (no one knows).
Lost my dad when I was 14 (died unexpectedly of a heart attack).
Been bullied into hating my skin, myself, and anything that I care about.
I got two older sisters who barely know me now and only talk to me when they need something.
I don’t have anyone and no one cares about me. I’m too broken to even be cared for. I’m a lot cause. I literally don’t see myself alive in the 2030s.
I’m a useless space that needs to be taken out. I can’t deal with it anymore and I’m just fucking done