I just told my mom ive been self harming because a little but ago I did it agaun and i didnt know if I needed stitches. She said shes gonna make an appt for me for anxiety meds. I didnt tell her abiut my suicidal thoughts bc I just want someone to talk to. Me and my gf have been going through a lot and it’s s really fucking me up bad. I once hated weed and nicotine but now I use it every chance I get to help forget the thoughts. I’m scared for whats coming next bc idk whats gonna happen. But this is also a reminder to talk about your problems. I don’t t and it build up and I have a suicide note written incase I ever really need to use it. Please talk to someone if you need to. Talk to me if you need. I can help you.
