So why do I still feel so…unsettled? I am HELLA grateful for the money we just received (and the last payment is coming in on Monday) and I am SOOOOO grateful that we don’t have to struggle anymore…
But IDK. I really don’t want to sound ungrateful or entitled.
This much money in the bank…makes me nervous?
My mental health is ok I guess. I still am an anxious, depressed mess, but not outwardly. I got myself a new tattoo on my upper left arm (it hurt, if you want to know…more than anything I’ve ever experienced…even other tattoos…besides childbirth) and I have my bills all paid up.
Has anyone else felt this kind of anxiety? It is a different anxiety than I normally experience.
Thanks for reading!!