Why is it so fucking hard to find a therapist? I couldn't find one in my country cause the state ones are always booked out and the private ones take like 50 euro for a session which is insane (I earned like 6,5 euro/hour for reference). I moved to Sweden last fall to be with my bf… I applied for a therapist here too and I just haven't heard back. Not even a goddamn sorry we're full. Just fucking nothing. Been looking for jobs but since my Swedish is still pretty basic I can't find shit. I keep getting rejected even tho they say they accept people who don't speak Swedish.
So I'm just rotting. Doing nothing most days cause I don't care about anything enough to wanna do it. Or I can't focus on anything I wanna do cause it's my like my head's fucking wrapped in cotton all the time. Everyone around me is getting better cause it's warmer and the days are longer but I'm just getting worse and it's like I'm working towards nothing