I don’t even know what to say. Something happened that I can’t tell anyone in my real life about. I had a sexual encounter with my social worker. I feel immense guilt. I’m being told it wasn’t consensual to me via Reddit. I just don’t want to believe it. It has to be my fault. I am a survivor of human trafficking, how could I allow this to happen? I really am a shit human being. I deserve to rot in the dirt. I want to sleep and never wake up.