I've tried everything, I've tried helping others, I've tried helping myself, I've done it all. All I've received is negative thoughts, a negative outlook, just people giving me criticism and I'm just done. I'm tired, I've reached my mark, I'm done pleasing others and I'm done acting like I can do this. I'm not good enough, I'm sensitive and I'm tired. I just haven't figured out a way to end it without hurting my family. So I'm just over it. I wanna give up completely, I wanna just end it and get out of here asap. I'm absolutely terrified of death of course but I'm more terrified of life at this point, I'm way too sensitive, I'm hurt and I'm just done with it all. I cant please anyone, I'm clearly not good enough and I'm just over it. I don't even know why I'm writing this honestly I guess I wanted to vent out and let someone know but yeah.
