I honestly feel like i'm overreacting. My dad abdbsuster are sad but not like broken up about it. I just told my supervisor about it bc I over reacted oe last interaction I had with a customer. Dude I feel stupid. Like it's a dog. The world isn't gonna stop to let me handle it. He's gone now. If I asked off and stayed home it's not gonna change anything. Its just really messing with me. 9 years and he's just gone. Im a man. I shouldn't be bawling like a little kid. It's not gonna change anything.
