I’m finally getting some therapy. The person I chose is booked out for weeks but they are supposed to be really good at what they do. I’m going to therapy because I have an attraction to girls who are minors. I’m attracted to adult women too, but I know that’s not good to be attracted to children. I have a lot of guilt and shame regarding the videos that I’ve watched and I want to change and do something good in this world. I know people in my life might hate me or leave me if they figured out what I was struggling with, but I just want to do the right thing. I want children to be safe.
