I was like 6 and my cousin (whom i live with btw cause joint family yay) was a teen. He was watching me when my parents were out and he convinced me to sit on his hand by giving me chocolates and stuff. I did because i was a damn kid.
I remember very clearly that he was just groping me for about half an hour and i was so confused the whole time. He never did any thing else ever again and i never told anyone because i didn't know what had happened.
Something similar happened with two other cousins (I live with them too) but when I was a teen and at different times. I feel uncomfortable around them and don't talk to any of them. I didn't even started thinking that what they did was maybe wrong until I was in high school. I think they're responsible for making me hate physical touch and the thought of being in a relationship. I know people have gone through so much worse and maybe that is why I don't even consider this SA.
The only person who knows is my aunt and she brushed it off making me doubt it even more. I hate how everyone trusts them and for their sisters, they're the best brothers. But I honestly have no idea if I should even tell someone because all of this still sounds so petty to me.
Like what am I even supposed to do. I doubt telling everyone will make a difference and it most likely won't be considered a big deal. I have so many mixed feelings about all this and I feel so lost