I don’t mean this in the sense of psychosis, but do y’all ever just have a vague premonition about a certain bad thing happening and then it does? This happens to me all the time, and I’m genuinely doing everything in my power to make sure those things don’t happen, but like 8/10 they do no matter what you do to try to prevent it and turn things around for the better, and it’s not like I actually even dwell on it that much. I just try to maintain positivity and optimism, and try my best to keep going forward, but it still happens anyway at some random point in time. It’s more of a “I have a bad feeling that [blank] might happen. I don’t know when, why, or how. But it might” and then it just does. This is not cognitive distortion, or me trying to set myself up for shit to happen. It’s just getting confusing and tiring atp and kinda hard to deal with.
