My mom started to scream at me today, and she told me if I smiled then I would be; kicked out, phone smashed with a hammer, and she’ll get a restraining order against me. She told me that she’s gonna beat the shit out of me and she go to jail, she’s gonna end up losing it and probably end my life because she’s so angry at me, I can’t take it anymore because I’m being treated like this, nobody wants me around I’m being forced to go to my dads. And he doesn’t even want me there, he doesn’t love me nobody loves me. Nobody can love me the way bella loved me, my mom is gonna hurt me and the state I live in won’t do anything because it’s a red state. I am seriously scared to be at home, I’m afraid to be around her.
