to make it worse even at the young age, im 15 so im still growing and there is a lot going on beside this and i think because of my age i cant find right words to express it, or maybe no one could be able to express it or explain it
when i look at my body it just doesnt feel real, the only real thing is my head, i feel like there is me watching through my eyes and my body isnt real somehow (i dont know how to explain it really), people dont feel real, nothing feels real.. All my memories are just like the dream, even todays activity is like some dream from what i remember
Of course i somehow ignore that during the day if im outside or i just cant focus on it, im basically on autopilot mode during the time i spend with others
maybe im just being delusional about all of this