I have been battling depression, since I was 14. No medications or therapy.
This is the lowest I've been.
I want to end it. But I know.. I know I have a purpose. But the problems that keep coming. The thoughts. The people that are constantly not seeing the problem.
I have no where to go. Financial problems, family problems, relationship. I'm just.. I can't anymore.
Can I please ask what kind of problems happened? I’m just really concerned. If you can’t answer it, it’s okay. If you’re still there, please reply. Even if I’m not there, I can see the problem but I can’t fully understand it. I know it hurts very bad, I know you can’t move and I know it feels like your just a porcelain doll with nothing but emptiness inside. I’ve been there and I still am. Just hold on and keep going, are there any apps you can go to so we can talk privately? I’m sure you don’t want this to be viewed publicly, I just wanna make sure you’re still here.