This song is about horrible, horrible things but I feel that the singers raw emotions make me feel understood and like the song is a safe space. I(F16) just feel bad because I’ve only ever witnessed someone close to me get assaulted, even though two of my closest friends growing up did break my boundaries and repeatedly wanted to roleplay romantic and sexual stuff with me and ignored that I didn’t want to. I know it’s a horrible song and I shouldn’t use it therapeutically, instead I should simply feel bad for the singer(Jonathan Davis) agknowledge the issue and then never listen to the song again like every other person. I just feel that I can’t.
