I don’t know what to do, I was dating this girl that I thought was a gift from god, she made me happy about myself and I tried everything I did to care for her. I wanted to make her feel like she could be with me and be safe but she then cheated on me, she said she caught feelings for another man, while with me and im in exam season now and I’m so lost, I don’t know what to do and I know god is testing me, he sends his strongest battles to his strongest soldiers but I don’t wanna be soldier anymore, this girl has ruined me and I genuinely think of hurting myself but the only thing stopping me is my religion, and my self morals. This girl wasn’t a gift but rather a curse on me.
