School just ended yesterday and I'm so exhausted. Grades and pressure is the only thing that usually gets me out of bed in the morning, I don't have hobbies. Also I did during my free time the whole year was study because I'm scared my mom is going to be really disappointed and say hurtful things to me if I don't perform well. I have a lot of stuff I've been wanting to do, previous interests, hobbies, etc but I just can't get myself to do anything. It's like I'm just staring into the wall the whole day and waiting until I can fall back asleep. Is anybody else experiencing this? It's like this every single summer, but has been getting worse every year. I just feel so lonely and depressed as soon as the routine I had abruptly ends:/
