Childhood trauma sexual harrasment

I don't know if I should share this here or not but I desperately need help I'm tired of this I want to cry so bad

I was sexually harrased by my maternal uncle when I was 4-5 years old and at that time he was maybe 16-17 years old
Long story short I'm not writing that shit,I'll feel like shit if I do
He used to show me porn videos
I was his blood related sister's daughter how can he do that to me
A porn video can affect you this much that you can do such filthy things?
As a child I thought it's normal but now I know…..
It's affecting me now after all these years
I'm constantly having negative thoughts
I highlight everything related to sexual harrasment I find peace in getting validation from other people who have experienced the same
Talk to me please talk to me I need help

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