I abused dxm for a short period of time before learning about auvelity. I asked my doctor to try it and it worked pretty well. I still feel depressed sometimes but less depressed overall. I still feel this overbearing urge to abuse dxm again. When I know I can’t because of meds I’m on. I then start thinking of other drugs I could do and it just spirals. I hate drugs but I can’t seem to function without them. I’m prescribed pretty hard substances and they aren’t enough still. I don’t know what to do weed isn’t enough I smoke so much I cough blood sometimes I hate it. Wish I could feel fine
