I’ve been in therapy for 4 months and I’ve been taking antidepressants for 3 months and everything has drastically improved in my life. I mean my life is not perfect but I feel fully capable of solving any obstacles that will come in my way.
It feels so fucking weird. I can’t believe I’m complaining about feeling good it’s almost like I’m bragging about feeling good. I hadn’t feel this good in years, I even stopped having serious suicidal thoughts and I don’t wanna die nor kill myself anymore. I don’t think I’m depressed anymore I seriously don’t. I mean I occasionally have bad thoughts, sometimes my brain likes to replay the worst memories I’ve ever had nonstop but it’s momentary, I can feel good.
How long does it take you to get used to feeling happy again? I feel normal but I’m not used to it. I used to cry every single day and now I cry maximum once a week. Like I’m just waiting for something bad to happen but nothing happens. It’s weird.