AFTERMATHS OF ABORTION
I’ve got days where I’m on instagram and see babies giggle and I laugh with them.
Other times I want to laugh and I’m overwhelmed by sadness and guilt for having aborted a future child a year ago.
I recently saw 2 girls I went to school with having baby bumps and guilt/jealousy runs through me followed by anger like fuck why did I do that!!!
I wanted my baby but due to financial struggle and lack of foundation in my life + the father not wanting it I decided to abort the pregnancy. I’ve been filled with waves of sadness and guilt because of it with the burden of making sure I do well for myself to make sure I can have that little human laughing in my arms.
As for the moment now, how can I handle these feelings I can no longer act upon and how do I move forward in this guilt I feel?