I won't state the details of what happened as doing so might violate the rules of this thread, but the important thing is I hit rock bottom this weekend and am ready to bring myself up again. I just want to be the happy, fun loving person that people like, not the miserable, self-loathing, obsessive, and self-destructive person I've become. If anyone has advice or just wants to drop support I'd appreciate it 🙂
