For reference i have OCD. a year ago when i was 14 i was in twitter and accidentally came across an image of csem (I did NOT and never will seek anything like that out).i was so grossed out but i was so worried i might have been attracted to it and kept thinking in my mind “what if youre a monster??!!” so i forced myself to touch myself to it for like 4 seconds before being too grossed out and reported it.
Does this make me a pred?? I’ve been thinking about this for hours today and ruminating forever. Is it just my ocd or am I horrible?