I got to hang on.
I got to be strong.
I'm an addict, and it feels so wrong.
I stopped my use.
Stopped the drug abuse.
It's hard, I'm almost going insane.
But I have a goal, the only thing on my brain.
That's to get better, and learn to care for myself.
Stop the bad habits, improve my health.
Because if I keep going, it's going to be the death of me,
But I got something to prove, as you will see.
The nights are hard, sleep I barely do.
But I got a reason to quit. And my reason is you.
I wake up, covered in sweat, feeling horrible,
Feel nothing but regret, how could I let it get so far?
I hurt myself, and have a mental scar.
But there is one thing I got, that they all don't know,
But they will realize, and I will show.
I'm strong, and I never give up,
I might go crazy, we shall see.
But one thing I'm certain of,
No more drugs for me.