apparently, i have this shitty mood swings that i can't get rid of. i be showering my bf with affection, smiling whenever i get his texts notifications a moment then some time or day later I'll be hating talking to him, a voice in my head saying 'oh god not him again, won't he let me be?' whenever i get his texts notifications but as time passes the hate disappears. the problem is that my boyfriend is a total sweetheart and i feel bad about acting this way. one day i got PHYSICALLY SICK when he told me about a girl and another day i was chill when he mentioned another girl. i don't know why im like this and it's overwhelming me.
