Why is it that throughout all my life there has not been one single person who has put me first in their life? am i asking for too much? i just need to be loved maybe a hug would be nice. i have like 2 friends and they all have other people they like more than me, i have never been in a relationship, no one has ever shown romantic interest towards me, am i really so unlikeable? am i really such a hard person to get along with? why does everyone seem to find someone while i’m just unable to, am i really doomed to feel so lonely for the rest of my life, because i might as well kill myself if it’s gonna be this way. i feel so incredibly lonely, i literally just need some attention.
I’m in a similar boat, I get reallllly close to people, and I feel like they understand me and accept me for who I am, I feel safe and start getting romantic feelings because I feel like they actually like me. Sometimes I’m half right. As soon as I confess my feelings I ruin everything. They get mad. Claim they only see me as a friend. Etc.
It’s fucked, I know the feeling. As if no one wants to love you. I don’t think you are asking for too much, I wish I could give you advice but hell I need it too.
You aren’t alone. I’m in it too