I am 25F and my grandmother of 94 recently died 3 days ago. I am very attached to her but in the last 5 years things were a bit off, but still in the last one month, she was completely bed ridden, i did everything from feeding her to changing her diapers. Because of her age, we were mentally prepared she was not going to make it but it still kinda hurts. At the same time I started feeling a bit horny (a bit more than usual) from a day. I feel sad, guilty and anxious. Is it normal or even ok to feel this or is something wrong with me?
