So this school year at uni was already hell for me. I have ADHD and have been trying how to figure out how to not procrastinate for the first time. I don't know my exam results yet, and boy am I stressed out.
I have not taken even 1 day of in 2 months. Now my exams are over and this is my second and last day of freedom because my mom is making me start working tomorrow, even though i wanted to wait until July, but she thinks I'm lazy. When I'm done working, I immediately have to start studying again for second chance exams. After that the new school year starts.
I just can't handle it anymore, I can't breathe, I can't relax anymore without smoking weed.
I have lost almost 10 kg when I was already quite thin to start with, because is restrict on eating because i feel like it gives me control over at least something.
How do I go about this without losing my sanity?