I am in my 20s, new college grad that's looking for a job and failing at that. Everyone I know are always busy with school or work, rarely are people available to talk or hangout. It doesn't help that I am stuck inside most days, and my current living situation doesn't allow me to hangout with friends or do the outdoor activities that I want to do.
I feel so sad and depressed. All of my friends are living their lives, one's starting a startup, one's on a long vacation around the country, one's participating in tournaments on the weekends, just to name a few(obviously I am happy for them), EVERYONE is doing something. While I am stuck in my room all day for months, unable to do anything besides staring at my computer screen or apply to jobs online. I want to go outside and live my life, I have so much adventures that I want to go on, but I can't do any of that until I find a job and move out. I feel so behind from everyone.
It's been months, it's been months of living in social quarantine, I feel like I am slowly becoming more and more of a boring and negative person. I no longer have much to text friends about, besides asking how their life are going, and maybe talk about my life and how nothing is going on for me.
IDK what to do, I applied to so many jobs, and none of them have even interviewed me. I feel like I am circling on the same spot, lost, while my friends are moving forward with their life, and it won't be too long until I lose my friends cause I have became so boring that I am struggle to find anything to talk to them about, to sustain the friendships.