I try… I really do… not matter how hard I try I fail to be enough. I’m merely a punching bag or a stepping stone for people to love on to better things. On top of this I suck at everything I do. I want to be good at something that matters. My friends also really enjoy letting me know that I suck at everything. I’m tired. Tired of never being good enough, being alone, being unloved. Like I see all people around me happy, talented, loved… but why can’t I obtain it? It hurts..
