I always think about it,i think about wanting to become someone or something,i wanna be an actor but i never even went to acting classes because it recently became my dream and I'm already 16,there is no theatre in my town,i have social anxiety and every time i see someone younger than me have a great career,have fun on set and live their best life i get sad. I feel like that for months, I can't be happy if I'm not successful, that's how i feel.It sounds stupid but i really need advice because i don't know what to do