Does anyone else feel like they are just existing? I didn’t think I’d live to see past my 18th birthday, I didn’t think I’d survive highschool. But now I’m 25 almost 26 and I’ve just done…well nothing?
I’ll be graduating university next year with a degree I never thought I’d get. I didn’t even think I would be smart enough for university
But I look around and I see people much younger than me who have it all planned out, they have daily routines and things they enjoy and I don’t really have any of that? I barely have the motivation to do things for my degree out of uni. And I keep saying I’m going to do this and that but I just end up sitting there doing nothing
I feel like I’m just exisiting, living to live but not actually living. Floating from one year to the next with no loves, no dreams, no wishes. I don’t know what to do with myself