I don’t know why but growing up being bullied and criticized for my physical appearance, I think I grew being sensitive. Sensitive for critism, opinion and etc, I also grew up being guilty for everything. You know my father died when i was 10 years old and I was just 14 right now. Our only source of income is from my mother’s work. So we sometimes get short in money, where we can’t even afford to buy rice for dinner. I feel guilty for eating? Because, I think that we’re being short in money because I need to eat? Like why need to feed me? I felt like everything is my fault. :<
