For context, about a month ago I was talking to a girl and a bitter ex texted her telling her that I SA’d her and my most recent ex, leading to the girl cutting all contact with me and making me feel like a monster even though I had showed her evidence through texts that I had never done that, this bitter ex tried pulling the same thing before and had apologized so I thought me and her were good, I obviously had a break down, what hurts more is that my most recent ex and that bitter ex literally hate each other, meaning that they teamed up on me to lie and ruin something because they believe I don’t deserve to be happy. I tried my best for both relationships, but it’s ruined my trust in women and it sucks because anytime a girl friend hugs me I can’t stop shaking or shivering for a while I can’t open up to women anymore that I wasn’t already close to like family or a girl that I’ve known for years I just, I’m scared I don’t wanna be this way forever I love physical touch but, I’m scared of being accused of things again even though I didn’t do it, what do I do.?
