I (27F) been in a fairly happy relationship for two years. Over the past month, I’ve had reoccurring thoughts like “do I actually love her (22F), what if I never really loved her to begin with?”. I’ve questioned whether or not I’m actually attracted to her… We haven’t had sex in months, and I’m not sure if it’s my anxiety/ROCD or not. I don’t know if it’s ROCD or if I need to end my relationship. I would like to add that right before this started I got off my anxiety and accidentally took a heroic dose of 🍄, and had a really REALLY difficult trip. Any help is appreciated. TIA.
TL;DR – I don’t know if I’m having compulsive, unwanted thoughts, or if I need to end my relationship.