i messed up

i made a rash decision while choosing my college as i only had a day’s worth of time to make a choice. It’s been 9 months i cant focus in class and wish i could go back and change everything. My friends are all so happy and are enjoying their college days while i’m dreading mine. My dad gave me the chance to make my own decision for once and i messed up. If i ever tell him
how i feel rn idk how he would react and i don’t want him to feel like he failed as a father. Idek what to do. All my relatives are criticising my choice to pursue my studies here and it hurts bcs ik it’s true.

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