I struggle a lot with my looks and I wear a mask to hide my face.
all my friends tell me I’m pretty and even though I don’t see it I thought maybe they see it like that and my eyes are broken.
And today someone from my class asked me why I wear a mask and when I’m gonna take my mask off.
And I didn’t tell him the real reason of course and then he asked the girls next to me if they had ever seen my face and they said yes.
So he asked them to describe my face but I’m glad they didn’t.
And then he said “I saw her face once and _____”
I don’t even wanna say it but he made a bad comment on my looks and it’s also one of my biggest insecurities (what he commented on) and he also said it very loudly and now I don’t know what to do because I can’t stop thinking about it and every time I do it feels like I’m being stabbed.
It hurts even more because I was hoping that I was just focusing on that certain thing too much and that other people don’t notice it but now I know they do because he’s also not the first one commenting on that.
And it’s also something I can’t change.
please what do I do I’m feeling sick every time I think about it.
because now I also know that all my friends have been lying to me 🙁
