So here it goes
I just finshed my degree.I have been working at my new job for about 3 months (12 months contract).I work 12 hours a day both day shift and night shift 4/5 days a week.
I am tired all the time.I am frustrated.i feel like I am drowning.
I have no friends at my new job.i dislike coming here.I need the money and I already moved to a place nearby so I can’t just quit.Seeing everyone get into relationships or get out of this place is making me feel like absolute shit.
I don’t think I’ll survive the rest of the 10 months.
I stopped doing the things I love.i love to read but now my mind doesn’t allow me too.I don’t have a escape.
At this point I have nothing to live for.Will it ever get better