i have nobody to turn to, no one to explain my problems to nd everytime i do i feel ignored, i have a hard time expressing my feelings, i cant tun to my family, my friends. literally nobody, i dont know what to do, i hate everything and everyone. im here in my room eating a fucking orange after drinking bc i cant do anything but eat my emotions away. my head hurts sm i js want to shoot myself in the head and get it done with.
