Not even sure why I am typing this, except that, this is my release as I cannot tell anyone else.
I have a grown son, a gf of 7 years, mum is alive , brother is alive and most my friends and still healthy.
But, I can’t take it anymore. I won’t bore you with all the things that have happened, are continuing to happen, and , what I know will happen in the future.
1. Take out money put in gf’s room so she can find it and use for funeral/say goodbye.
2. Leave my will , with a photocopy . Send one to my mum, son and gf each
I think that’s all I need to do.
Peace n love everyone. I hope your journey brought you happiness.
Peace out