I (19F) have been dealing with this ever since they got together (4 years) and they always argue about the same old things.
My mom (44F) and her boyfriend (45M) get physical when they argue, they get really loud and proud when they have an argument and you can hear them even outside the house that even our neighbors / everyone living in our street know their business.
For 4 years straight my mental health is deteriorating rapidly, i don’t sleep on time because i always have to be on guard in case it starts to get worse that’s why i’ve been sleeping everyday in the morning. I don’t sleep until i hear them snoring that’s why my mental health and physical health is so bad and i just can’t deal with this anymore.
I’ve talked to my mom about this and told her to leave plenty of times but she won’t listen, she tells me to mind my own business and that i am not a boss to “order” her around. There is no hope for her anymore.
I get picked on by my classmates because i have “too many problems and issues in my life” they start shaming me for it as if it’s my fault, as if i chose this life i have.
I’m sorry for ranting but i have no one to talk about this not even my friends, because i don’t wanna burden them, my problems are too deep for them to even understand they wouldn’t know what to say to me. I’m thinking about ending things soon, i just wanted to let you know that i’m just so tired of everything, i hope i’m heard by people who are also experiencing these kinds of things, you are not alone.
I hope things go well for me in the end, i don’t wanna deal with this anymore.
Thank you all.