What do you call it, when someone has gotten so good at acting, that no one can look through them? I hide behind my smile, no one knows me, no one knows I’ve been crying myself to sleep on a daily basis, I haven’t had a good sleep in a year, and I feel my facade almost crumbling, but I don’t want to upset anyone, so I suffer in silence, maybe one day when all the bottled up negativity gets to me, I’ll “move away”, they won’t hear from me again and think I just dipped, not knowing of my faith, but that’s better, no one suffers, the opposite actually, the suffering will only get less, one less burden. One. Less. Useless. Person.
