As stated in the title above, I would like to know the opinions of others as well. I generally didn’t have an easy childhood. I was bullied for most of my school years, and it wasn’t always easy at home either.
My parents argued very often, and unfortunately, my mother was the trigger 90% of the time. She generally missed the role of a loving mother and often took out her anger on me. Since then, I flinch every time my name is called or when I’m touched by an older person. I also experience extreme panic when the tone in a conversation becomes louder and can’t think clearly anymore. Because of all the stress and garbage l’ve experienced, l’ve also self-harmed and still often blame myself for my situation.
I would like to apologize for my poor spelling; it took me a lot of strength and courage to write this.