i don’t have the energy to vent. im genuinely so alone and nobody gives a fuck about how miserable and insignificant i feel because they only want me around when i have something to offer. i don’t want advice or anything, i literally just want to have someone here for me. i feel absolutely fucking worthless and like a waste of air and i need some kind of reassuring human interaction that doesn’t involve me kissassing another person or else I’m actually going to break down. im going to fail 11th grade and I don’t care. there’s little time left to get caught up on hundreds of assignments but I couldn’t give less than a fuck. i don’t even want to be alive right now.
