I had a rough break-up month agos from a long relationship, to which i also lost some circle of (past) close friends.
At first it was rough I won’t lie
Then i was fed-up, not against my ex but against myself and I took it as a call to wake-up and work on myself.
Underweight? Well now is the time to calculate your calories input hit the gym and fix that girl, not tomorrow
Always wanted to be better piano ? Now you got all of the time to learn
After a while i did felt better, i thought it’ll be over by now
But a bit ago i had a panic attack without no prior warning
Now i wonder how long i’ll “lapse” and how long it’ll stay like that
At this point i am just writing for myself i suppose