I’ve been married for 10 months now and before this we’d dated for almost 4 years. My wife has always been someone who wanted to do things on her own always wanted to achieve things by herself. I think I gave her a pretty good life but somehow she feels that she’s trapped, that she’s living under my shadow. On the outside it looks all good but nobody knows how it is from the inside. She keeps on bringing my old relationship and things that happened in the past everytime we get into an argument. She thinks it’s because of the marriage she couldn’t do much in life. She could have gotten someone better she said. Even after doing so much she tells me she wants a divorce because she wants to fall in love again. I’ve no idea what to do. I’m a coward and can’t even tell this to anyone. I’m more worried about my life than what my friends and family is going to think. I really love her but I think we’re too comfortable and it’s boring for her. Yesterday while I was driving back home I just wanted to run into another car or a wall so I can end this thing. I’d a severe suicidal tendency and i guess I’m still going through depression it’s just nowadays I don’t think about killing myself. I just don’t feel anything. I just wanted to be happy because I think I’ve done good for her. I wish she’d never said she made a mistake by getting married.
