My perception happens to be damaged somehow. I’m sitting in a class at school and suddenly the people – my classmates & the teacher just seems to be robots or more like actors. I know its not true, but i’m panicking. My heart beats so much and i try to calm myself poorly. Is this derealization? I also struggle with insomnia. I have trouble falling asleep as i just lay in bed and my heart beats and i keep thinking about dying. I know i should see a psychiatrist at first, but i don’t think i’ll ever be able to do that. I don’t even have money for that. I’m only 20 y.o.
