im genuinely confused and hate that i am. i have no passions, no ambitions, nothing i look forward to. the worst years of my life were filled with meaning but now i feel nothing but empty. it impacting beyond myself, it my future, my friends, my family, everything is messed up because of it. if it is questioned, yes, i do have traumas, but even during them and in their aftermath i was never like this. ive failed classes at school so many times and now i dont care for school anymore. i dont care for the relationships ive built, no matter who its about. i just want to be normal again.
if you reply PLEASE dont tell me itll get better, i know one day it will be, but i just need advice as to how to figure this situation out
