these days, i feel so lethargic. i have no energy at all to do things i usually don’t find diffucult to do. i can’t get up in the mornings. i want to sleep all day if i can. but the thing is, i dont feel sad. when i am with my friends, i feel okay. when im spending time with my partner, i feel okay. but once im alone, that’s when the emptiness and laziness starts. i really dont know what happened to me or how it started. the thing is i know what i have to do, i know what can help me, but i don’t have the motivation to get started. i want to get started, but i just can’t get myself to do it. is this still depression or am i just lazy?
