Basically when I was 12 to 15 I was extremely mentally ill. I couldn't go outside and I contemplated suicide many times. I wasn't to access many mental health support as the country I live in looks at mentally ill people very harshly.
Anyway right now I'm doing ok. Sometimes it's bad but mostly it's good.
But, anyway my family keeps on making jokes about it and I feel so embarrassed and ashamed. They will refere to this period as the dark ages and be like, at least your not in the dark ages lol that was ruff for us. Like, yes I know I was a huddle to be around but I was the one who was suicidal… Idk I feel so self centered and idk if what I feel is valid or anything…
