Hi so I can’t promise I’ll keep up continual chats. My mental health has taken a nose dive and I’m thinking about regrets and guilt I have. About all the things I could have or should have done. I’m still quite young and yet I carve myself deeper into this pit of darkness. I’m really becoming someone I don’t like. It’s getting hard to hold on. It feels lonely and isolating as it’s scary to admit the terrible person I am becoming. Maybe that I already am.
I’ve never really spoken about this dark side before to anyone I don’t even now if I can put it into words but I feel like a fake human being faking what seems quite normal to most.
So it would just be awesome to talk to someone who has a bit more life experience, I’m not looking to talk to someone who wants a relationship it’s not that kind of loneliness. It is a mental health, feeling like I am alone in my experiences kind of feeling.
So would love to chat to someone before I fall to sleep. Just for a little while. Someone who is very open minded and none judgemental. If I feel like I can really open up the can of worms.
Hope that made sense if anyone is happy to talk just introduce yourself and type orange so I know why ur reaching out.